don't be hasty

My dear blog,

It's been a while, I know. My bad.
But since no ones reading this, I'm just gonna write here when I want to.
And I'm gonna pretend that the whole world's reading.

Right now I'm just wishing that someone up there will help me, it doesn't have to be God, I understand he can be busy with more important things. But I need some guidance cause I can't frickin make up my mind. You always want what you can't have right?

And it's not OK to settle for less just because you don't have the courage to fight for what you actually want right? That wouldn't be right for me, or would it? You neeeevvvver know.

Anyway, this has been a fun chat. I'm feeling so much better right now. NOT.

Hehe...... Okey dokey. I need to calm down lol.

Loveeeeee ~Jo

I'm gonna give you all of my love...

....Kinda a weird expression don't ya think? As if you could run out of love...... Welll maybe you can?

Yea I can really feel how the philosopher in me comes out at night time...

Anyway? So.... Who am I gonna giva all of my love?
I'll give you a clue....

...It's about four inches tall but it's growing faster than you can imagine and it's the reason that I've changed my plans from going to the US this summer into going to Italy instead. And it's growing inside my sister's belly.

I'm gonna be an auunt!!! And I'm SO excited. Because if you know me, you know how much I love kids. I probably would've had some myself if it wasn't for basketball..... So I think it's a pretty good thing that I'm playing haha

So that was the good news for today. Love ~Jo

At my sister and her hubby's wedding last year :) It was an amazing day and I'm pretty sure they'll have plenty more to come!  

I've had the best weekend...

...but it feels like my head is floating around at the moment....

Mmmyes.
So I've messed up, so I might have ruined my chances to get something I want.
But you know what, I'm not gonna care because it would do nothing but harm if I did.

Quoting Adele: Never mind, I'll find someone like you.

Love ~Jo

catching up on me

When your body realizes that you have too many feelings and thoughts hidden inside of you and starts to fight back..... You don't feel very well. And that's kinda the place where you find me at right now.

But until my mind and the rest of my body are on the same level I'll just listen to James Morrison and the Script and be thankful for what i've got! It's nothing too serious i'm just really tired and stuff.

Soooo I'm going to bed, gotta be ready for work tomorrow, I love my new job! :)
Love ~Jo

be right back

Sorry but I just have a little too much to handle right now, so I won't be posting anything until.... well... tomorrow. I think.

But I have to get things right and most of all, I just need this frickin exam to be over..... it's killing me and it's definately not helping with all the other stuff I got going on in my mind!

Oh weelllywell. Hope all is good with you guys!
Love ~Jo

I will be bacckkk and I' ll definately bring my A-game! ;)

When the hell does you'll get over it begin

Oh the joy of seeing pics of your ex and their new gf on facebook....... Doesn't matter how much you think you're over him, it's still no fun ok?

Ha anyway...... I had set aside this day to do nothing else but studying for my exam.
And what do you think happened? Any guesses?

Mmmyea that's right..... I did a lot of fun stuff. But did I even open the book? Noooope. Whoopsie.

So I should probably go to bed and wish for a better day tomorrow....
G'night beautful people!!!

Love ~Jo

Oh those happy days! Don't you just wanna go back to high school sometimes?!

when hard work doesnt pay off

Hello lovers.
Had our presentation of our group project today (I'm so glad it's over) and I was thinking that since I was going to talk in front of a lot of people I better put some make-up on.... Cause I have a tendency to turn bright red when I'm talking in front of people.
Well. unfortunately it's raining outside. And unfortunately I had to ride my bike there....... So I ended up looking like a panda with the hairstyle of dolly parton. No offense dolly.

Now i'm getting ready and then we're gonna watch the men's boob game... Yea, boob game. That's what they call it. Breast cancer awareness thing ya knoooow. Ok? Ok.

Later! Love ~Jo

Dolly Parton look-a-like? Ehmmmm mayyybe not